Sunday, 1 April 2012

COME BACK! SERIOUSLY COME BACK NOW!

You've only just left today to go on holiday but I miss you already. You didn't even say a proper goodbye to me... You have my number you actual douche. Why couldn't you just man up and say goodbye to me? Now I feel all like empty... I knew you were going but I didn't know when and I just wanted to wish you a safe flight.. And to tell you that I am going to miss you.. I didn't even get the opportunity to say that to you. YOU STUPID BOY.

Well I'm still angry and really want to punch you in the ribs and tell you how much of a massive gay you are and how you could have texted me at the least because I won't see you for... 3 weeks?! And well 3 weeks is just way too long. Especially when you're half way across the world... Where I first met you... That's what makes me feel like so impatient and makes me want you back even more. I want to know if going back there will make you remember the memories you made with me... I want to know if you want me there again... And I don't want you to meet someone new and replace me with them...

I'm so fickle. I want you back even though I would be afraid of meeting you in person... Just in case I'm not what you remembered or will I meet your expectations. What happens if you don't actually like me? And I fall deeper for you.. But still, with you here... I can talk to you.

I miss you. There I said it. You silly silly boy. Come back soon.