I don't think I've ever felt this way about someone before.. It's a strange feeling. I constantly have you on my mind. I smile just thinking about all the cute dorky things that you do. It makes my day when I see you smile at me with that smile that says to me "I want you". But now you're all distant from me. Was it something I did? Was it something you said? So if you have time to text me, just to say "hi", my day would instantly be a day to remember.

I was the loser who believed you meant what you wrote...

Like a loser I dreamed that you talked to me before I went on holiday. T_T wow I must be so desperate! =.= but now you have less than 34 hours before I let go...

You asked me what my wish would be the other day and I didn't give you an answer did I?
Well I didn't want to embarrass myself so that's why I didn't tell you... >.<"
You had already given my false hope for the day already... Enough to last me a life time... -.-
It's so so cheesy and like so so cringe! T_T it makes my hands and feet like curl up in a fist =__="
But maybe... one day I'll be able to make a sandwich for you. As your girlfriend. >.<" seeing as you're so obsessed with me being your slave =.= PABO.
But that was it. Ahhhhhhhh... I feel like punching myself several times as punishment for being so soppy. IT'S SO DISGUSTING! I'm physically cringing. Awkward turtle much.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :( I'm such a noob. I'm going to retreat into my shell now. Goodbye. >.<"

I miss you.

Cos I can't have you, I end up wanting you more. >.<" o.O just why. Meh. Random things related to you keep popping out of nowhere like a jack-in-a-box. It gives me such a shock every time that if I were a squid, there would be an ink lake right here. =__="

But I guess you don't get what you want.. So does that mean I have to stupidly not like you, so that your spidey senses FINALLY kick you in the spleen and you somehow miraculously declare your love for me?! :3 ^__^ :D

LOL JOKE T__T you're a boy and im not in a drama. So I shall forever remain a single destined-to-be cat lady who hugs and dribbles on to their pillows whilst dreaming of marriage. I shall be so hot tomorrow morning with my bed hair and trail of dried on saliva. ;) come get me boys! >:D

xxxxxx

I had a dream yesterday and you were in it. Can't you even leave me alone in my imaginary world?! =__=" I don't appreciate you just randomly popping in my brain like that... Its rude and not cool. It makes me over think like a girl and I wonder all these ridiculous scenarios with them. T__T eughh just go away. :( Cos even in my dreams you act like you do in real life. Heartless and selfish. We were on the phone yet you were all quiet and ignored me. I tried so hard to keep conversation flowing, I even whipped in "do you like cheese?" >.<" and you were as cold as the toilet seat when you sit on it when you're ill. Is that supposed to be like some sort of déjavu?! O.o well if it is I WILL NINJA KICK YOUR BUTT SO HARD THE IMPRINT WILL LOOK LIKE A BIRTH MARK. =__="

Please leave me alone in my dreams tonight... I have a queue of hot boys that I fancy to star in my dreams. ;) and you're not one of them!